And I did wonder - because it's now three years ago since I left prison - whether there would come a time when I would forget it, or it would be in the past as anything else might be - no, it's there every day of my life.
I am currently doing about 30 charity auctions a year.
Well I certainly have learned and I hope I'm moving on and certainly two years of prison was a terrible punishment.
I've loved art for more than 30 years.
I wrote a million words in the first year, and I could never have done that outside of prison.
I think when you've lost an election by 179, there's going to be a period of time after eighteen years in government when you can't do anything right, and people just kick you for the sake of it, will never admit they voted Conservative.
I have discovered with advancing years that few things are entirely black or white, but more often different shades of grey.