I am trying to get right with God. I'm sort of making a statement about the excessiveness.
I'm trying to learn how to tap into the power of my own being. I know it sounds corny.
I'm not just a doormat. I'm not just being stepped on all over the place. If you look at the bulk of my material, it's about trying to find some strength through that.
I have to try different things to see what works best. Other people get impatient with that.
I'm trying to get out of my own way