I think you kind of have to put yourself out there.
It's always nervewracking to put yourself out there. But it's the root of joy.
If you want to be seen, you have to put yourself out there - it's that simple.
Find your authentic voice, become vulnerable, and then put yourself out there.
The more you expose yourself as a celebrity, the less interesting you are to watch in your work, because if you're putting yourself out there all the time, you're not holding anything back.