Amanda Lindhout Quotations

I went through an extremely trying ordeal, but I never forgot the world outside was a beautiful place.

After being in captivity for so long, I can't begin to describe how wonderful it feels to be home in Canada.

The road to recovery will not always be easy, but I will take it one day at a time, focusing on the moments I've dreamed about for so long.

The book is called 'A House in the Sky' because during the very, very darkest times, that was how I survived. I had to find a safe place to go in my mind where there was no violence being done to my body and where I could reflect on the life I had lived and the life that I still wanted to live.

It was a slow understanding that the lack of education in a country like Somalia creates these huge social problems.

You have a responsibility to move your dreams forward, no matter what.

I think it's the human spirit inside of all of us that has an enormous capacity to survive.

Going into Somalia, I didn't anticipate how many people's lives would be affected by it. In hindsight, I certainly wish I had taken more time to think about that, but I can't change it.

I must thank my good friend Nigel Brennan. His strength of character in the midst of extreme hardship inspired me during the darkest days. Despite our separation, he always managed to find small ways to remind me that there are gentlemen in the world, even when I was surrounded by just the opposite.

Contemplating Christmas when you are isolated and far from home brings its own unique pain.

What happened to me in Somalia doesn't define me.

Christmas was the one time of year when my brothers surfaced at home, when my parents and grandparents congregated to eat my mother's roast turkey.

Somalia is very dangerous, and no one knows that better than I.

The greatest gift you have been given is the gift of your imagination - what do you dream of wanting to do?

When you see a 14-year-old boy who has never known what peace looks like for a day in his life, there's part of you as a human being that feels some degree, you can say, compassion for the fact that these boys have known war, famine, violence and death from the day they were born.

I have a general sense of excitement about the future, and I don't know what that looks like yet. But it will be whatever I make it.

Sometimes, you have to make the choice to forgive 10 times a day when you have these pockets of anger come up. That's a lot of work, but to me it's worthwhile.

I made a vow to myself while I was a hostage that if I were lucky enough to live and to get out of Somalia, I would do something meaningful with my life - and specifically something that would be meaningful in the country where I'd lost my freedom.

Somalia is an important story in the world, and it needed to be told.

Forgiving is not an easy thing to do.

I am so proud to be a Canadian.

I think that I find a lot of my healing out in the world.

Maintaining my dignity is so important for me.

What a woman is taught, she shares with her family.

I used my captors' names every chance I had. It was intentional, a way of reminding them that I saw them, of pegging them, of making them see me in return.

The same men who are placing all these outrageous restrictions on women’s freedoms in southern Somalia – that type of mentality – that’s what I had to deal with in captivity.

For a while, the world for me was like a set of monkey bars. I swung from one place to the next, sometimes backward, sometimes forward, capitalizing on my own momentum, knowing that at some point my arms... would give out, and I'd fall to the ground.

Friendships that don't fit my life anymore have faded away, and new ones have come in.

Getting on a plane is hard for me, but I do it, because travel is vital to me.

Hillary Clinton has a strong and powerful voice regarding ending violence against women and girls.

After spending 460 days as a hostage, I did emerge a fundamentally changed person. But I think, like everyone does as they grow older and probably wiser, I can look back at my earlier life - my history, my mistakes, the joy I felt as a young woman traveling the world - with some objectivity and even some humor.

Because travel has always been such a vital part of myself and so essential to who I am, I have made the decision to continue to put myself back out into the world. And that's not an easy decision to make.

I'm afraid of the dark, but I choose to sleep in the dark. I can fall right to sleep with the lights on. But I want to be someone who can sleep in the dark, so that's the choice that I make.

My faith in human decency was sorely tested at times during my captivity; however, after my release, I am humbly reminded that mankind is inherently good by the tremendous efforts and support of fellow Canadians.

The big-time journalists generally had kidnapping insurance through their news organizations. Usually, it would pay for a crisis response company to help negotiate for a hostage's release. Freelancers most often had none.

I don't think I'm unusual in that, in my 20s, like many people, I felt invincible.

I know firsthand how critical support systems are.

Being in the dark, there's a real weight to it. It's heavy.

Every day I have many choices to make about who I want to be.

I don't only long for the thrill of being in the middle of a war, I must understand it; I must make other people understand.

I have watched lives change. I have seen women gain confidence.

I never felt an obligation to say every single terrible thing that happened to me.

I would like to especially acknowledge my home community of Calgary, and the people of central Alberta who made my dream of freedom a reality.

Sometimes it's nice for people not to know anything about me.

The countries with the greatest problems have the kindest people.

My captors were definitely aware that what they were doing was wrong. It came out in small ways - occasionally through a show of guilt or compassion. One of the boys bought me a gift. Another used to sneak me acetaminophen tablets.

I'm afraid of elevators, because they are an enclosed space, but I get in.

It was a slow understanding that my kidnappers really are a product of their environment.

It's difficult to put into words what freedom feels like. You only know what freedom feels like if you know what it feels like to not be free.

My confidence came from the way I grew up, and I'm grateful for it.

I must try desperately to absorb all information I can about the Middle East. I want to excel. I want to speak articulately about the politics of the Middle East and its religion.

Accompanied by an Australian photographer named Nigel Brennan, I'd gone to Somalia to work as a freelance journalist, on a trip that was meant to last only ten days.

Many, including the Canadian and U.S. governments, try to provide family support while also maintaining a hard line about further fuelling terrorism and hostage-taking through ransom payments ... Still, try telling that to a mother, or a father, or a husband or wife caught in the powerless agony of standing by.

Hamdi Ulukaya and Chobani have made the decision to feed 250,000 victims of the Somali famine. Their compassion speaks for itself, and is a shining example of how the business community can have an enormous positive impact on the world.

We all waited on an afterlife. Only I planned to be alive for mine.

Because that’s the thing about the exact moment when you get somewhere that has required effort: There’s a freeze-frame instant of total fulfillment, when every expectation has been met and the world is perfect.

I, too, was carrying around my own fate. All the things I couldn't know sat somewhere inside, embroidered into me-maybe not quite fixed to the point of inevitability but waiting, in any event, for a chance to unspool.

In my version of paradise, the air was always cold and the rivers ran with candy.

I swung from one place to the next, sometimes backward, sometimes forward, capitalizing on my own momentum, knowing that at some point my arms—or, more accurately, my quivering bank balance, accessed through foreign ATMs—would give out, and I’d fall to the ground.

A little goes a long way in Somalia: $5 will feed a person there for about two weeks.

I used my captors names every chance I had. It was intentional, a way of reminding them that I saw them, of pegging them, of making them see me in return.

Women in Somalia face almost unimaginable oppression.

I'm not afraid of IED's, bullets, mortars.

I've realized that the world is, in essence, full of banana peels - loaded with things that may unwittingly trip an internal wire in my mind, opening a floodgate of fears without warning.

A little goes a long way in Somalia: $5 will feed a person there for about two weeks.