Those nations of artists, finding their own individualism, and kind of standing against the world: to me that's the ultimate nightmare. I want to get lost and diffused in the world.
People who had empires, unfortunately, want them back eventually, somehow, someway.
I looked at what adults were doing and how they wanted to earn money, and I really didn't want to do that. I wanted to go away.
I don't want to be a professional cripple. And I don't see the suicide stuff as tragic.
It just doesnt mean anything to me, the high-profile, big money side of things. I just want enough to live on, and to be able to get on with what I do, and hang around my friends.