I think it's kind of like you fall in love with the person, like you fall in love with the script.
It would be nice if I did have a good relationship with my family, and yes, part of me longs to have a mum and dad who love and accept me for who I am. But if they never do, it's OK.
I love the script but I can't be in it because I can't be a porn star again. Everyone will judge me,