He knows that there's no better way in the world to aggravate somebody who's trying to make it hard for you than by acting like you're not bothered.
His whole body shakes with the strain as he tries to lift something he knows he can't lift, something everybody knows he can't lift. But, for just a second, when we hear the cement grind at our feet, we think, by golly, he might do it.
That ain't me, that ain't my face. It wasn't even me when I was trying to be that face. I wasn't even really me them; I was just being the way I looked, the way people wanted.
Your trouble is, you keep trying to unscrew the unscrutable.