You learn, right, a lot of people's problems - why they get upset, why they get down, why they turn to drink - is because they can't say one word and it's N-O, no.
I'm going to do things that make me happy. I have always felt that other people are running my life. I don't want that any more.
I'm not going to get that pace back but I can beat people with my pace in the head. I just want to get back in the team and enjoy this season.